oh! so happy

we just watched ourselves prance about on stage! yes, i'm talking about the video my dad took of us doing Iolanthe; the peer and the peri. we were awesome, stupendous, amazing, wonderful, marvelous, astounding...

ok, i think i've made my point.

we were good. period.

and even if there were some little bugs here and there, i think we pulled it all together. and even if the audience didn't laugh at our on stage jokes, WE sure as hell laughed! i think my neighbours are lying in bed thinking

"what in the world is wrong with them?"

we were howling with laughter, literally rolling on the floor laughing our asses off.

even my dad was chuckling away in his arm chair!

friends like these make me feel so warm inside. surrounded by a sureness that they'll never leave me. and even if we do get on each other's nerves, we'll be able to forgive. and continue being friends. i feel like my eyes are finally open. like my heart is about to burst out of my ribcage, like my feet are going to leave the ground... i've never felt so happy and free. like a baby bird taking its first flight. 

i love you guys so much! i want to stay friends forever. 

finally, i feel like there's support.. real support. unfaltering support. 

why am i speaking this way?

because i'm

OH! SO HAPPY